Facade

Why do I even bother?

I should not have to put on my mask

Every day for my friends.

Why do I even bother?

When I belong in a corner

Curled up like the dead.

Why do I even bother?

I can trust no one

I act and pretend everyday.

Why do I even bother?

Stupid bitches don't understand

Why do I even bother?

With my facade?

Because they won't let me be myself.

- Carly Floyd

12/4/07