Nymph Feelings

nymph feelings.
fairy feelings.
are these feelings.

forever stuck
between girl and woman.
not feeling human.

jealous feelings
for the love around me
which cannot touch me.

always longing
for that little bit more
and getting nowhere.

my story
is to have no story.
and i am not anywhere.

a dull life alone
stealing emotions when i can
living vicariously through my dreams.

nymph feelings.
fairy feelings.
are these feelings.

-Carly Floyd
8/27/09

Faith

Hey God.

I don't know if you can hear me, praying out.

One voice among a million.

I don't know if you can see me

Or hear what I'm thinking.

I don't know if all that stuff is true.

But I know one thing.

I'd like to believe.

And I'd rather live for a god than to not

And find out I was wrong.

So I don't know, it's true.

But I guess that's faith.

-Carly Floyd

7/29/09